got our place. got my job. signing contract today. moving this weekend. lady hit my new car. gotta fix bumper. so much. so much. all good. but so much at once. more later.*

last night was charlies 20th bday and we all went out and it was sooo fun! hit+run had an opening reception type deal at their new office warehouse downtown and ian and nicnak had painted the inside and it was dooppppeee. free organic fancy drinks and kutma and gaslamp killer and toks were spinning and the cat screens were being printed so it was ( Read more... )

do i only post when im a wreck? presumably. i totally pulled it together. happy days are here again. typing with one hand sux. major physical ouch. but no complaints. lots of book clubs. lots of shoes that go ::clickclickclickclick:: lots of reading. more later. time to read about vampire lovers. this book is huge with the teenage girls right now. ( Read more... )

ps let me just add that i have been a complete fucking burnout scumbucket shitbag for the past 5 days and its been greattt! its so what i needed! ian was right there with me. i think we both needed it. i think you cant be in the bay and not be a scumbucket. and now im not high for the first tim ein days. and my mind is working. crazzzzyyyy. humans ( Read more... )

things im not-so-stoked on ( Read more... )

the end of the quarter. dont know the results yet. fucked off my computer class and paying the price. will still pass, but not with the A i wanted. might take it over to get the A or try for C/NC because i dont want it fucking up my GPA that i want for my MA at UCLA (just a thought). very hopeful about the "serious" classes. no word yet, but hoping ( Read more... )

for later:
loving you for who you are and what you do and not for what you do for him and provide for him and help him and nurture his entire world and being.
just food for thought.*

today (in order of appearance ( Read more... )

so today i committed to 7 different parents that i would tutor their children this summer. thats in addition to the 3 i already have. which makes 10. this means 50 hours of actual work time per week. not including travel time or at-home preparation or visits to the school supply store. i want this $6,500 a month, i reallllllly fucking do. but how ( Read more... )

it is so FUCKING early. but its pretty. but my face hurts from lack of sleep. and i was doing SO well with getting good sleep, too! at least im getting better at being a nicer daughter, which includes this butt-ass early morning driving extravaganza. thank goodness for hereditary foot problems. gross! hopefully our pediatrist friend will discover ( Read more... )