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refreshing me.

today I feel blessed.

I'm shitty.
Not shitty feeling, just a shitty person.

I don't update often enough, so I figured I would to let everyone know
I'm sorry for this shitty person I've become.
It all stops today, okay?

I'm going to try to climb back up to a place where I have more faith in believing myself to be a decent human being.

Sorry.
For being shitty.

I can't even remember the last time I got a hug.

shit.

I have a raging headache.

Please ask whats been going on in my life and whats been going on with me before you assume.
Because it's not true.

I love my house, I love that school is starting soon, I love that I've made such good friends with Jason. I love that he's one of the few men that I can respect. I love how much freedom I have in my life and my future. I think I may even love my 2 jobs. I love that I'm single with NO desire for a relationship, but I love the company of men which I ( Read more... )

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Happy Birthday to my Numba (twenty) One!

<3

48 hrs until I see if I need to get myself to the emergency room.

Come on pills, do your healing thing.
God, I'm scared.

I'm scared.
I guess we'll see tomorrow around 10:30am.