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[littlechoes]

Let me explain, will you

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[idratherbe_t_p]

dear, i wish i could do anything to make the situation better. as it is, the only consolation i can give is that i hope everything works out......and i love and adore you to pieces.

hold on........you'll pull out of this a stronger person, no matter the outcome. i'm rooting for you.

[putabonita]

Distance sucks for love. I know that agony you're talking about, and the only way I've ever been able to fix it has been to break up with the person and sever contact for a while. It sounds brutal, but you stop missing them and can get on with things, at least I've found.

[rayuela_de_maga]

one thing i've found is that, when I'm in a different world, I tend to reach out back towards the safe, warm, fuzzy, comfortable things (romantically) in the world I came from. And, usually, the feeling of need passes, and you find new things in your new space, and then you kick yourself for being weak enough to get yourself into a mess that you didn't really want. You were just alone, and missed the absolute beauty of what you had.

Why do you think I haven't talked to Nik Ligett in two years? (among other reasons.)

[littlechoes]

i need some time to clear my head. i wish i had the cash for a train to chicago. and your number, sonia. the phone is back. call it. i may be able to come up with some cash, in which case, i would love to visit. i've never seen chicago.

see the problem is that, yes, i see what you are saying. i understand. but i know that even if i didn't speak to him again, i would still think of him. how can i not? it would be harder to put him away, i think. at least, it was all the other times. oh, i just don't know. i miss you.
peace
~meredith

[rayuela_de_maga]

765 413 8760 is my cell. I will call you, but call me as well.

Love and miss you too.