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but you know, you never get through. you can have it all if you want it. you can have it all if it mattered to you ( Read more... )

im feeling really down, i dont really know why. i feel like ive been in a daze for quite a while now, i really want to snap out of it. im fed with guys not liking me, and just poeple in general not getting me.

ahhhhhhh well. i liked him again, i guess i had all along. told him. he doesnt like me. i really thought i did have a chance, i dont know why. i cried and just generally felt like shit, but i have to get over it, because there is no point in carrying on liking him. atleast i know where i stand now, i mean, if i hadnt have told him, then i would ( Read more... )

today, miss lee said to me that someone in year 12 had told her about mine and annas livejournal! how random! i dont know who would be reading my lj, its so boring, but if you, whoever you are, read this, then post on here! i go online every night but i can hardly ever be bothered to update. tonight i went round to lauras house. for the first time ( Read more... )

i know i said that i would carry on with big chill-ness, but laura said quite alot about it im her live journal, so i wont. well, the holidays are over, and i dont like it! i like the freedon to go in to the city whenever i want to. i wish that id found out that matt was leaving earlier, so then i could have got to know him, or actually talked to ( Read more... )

well what can i say? brilliant. brilliant brilliant brilliant. oh yeah..brilliant! my weekend, that is. yes, yes. big chill, isnt it, isnt it, isnt it. i have so many stories, that i would love to write down, but for some reason, i cant think to write them. (long pause). okay, well, ill start with the first night, or day, or whatever. we (me and ( Read more... )

well, today was boring for most practicly all the day, untill i saw super ted. my god super ted is fine. super fine. ahh, my dream guy...dredlocks, lip peircing, goodlooking and really nice and lovely! superted is my dream guy.

i am happy at the moment. i feel good about everything, positive. hmm, not sure where this enry is going, oh well. i loved the beach today, i could find any lovely shells though, shame...! but, ohhh, i just cant stop myself from thinking about him, its getting very repetative, but i cant help it. and when i talk to laura, hes all i talk about, she ( Read more... )