all of this means nothing without you in my life

today i am full of hope

i will try not to be so hopeful as to have my spirits crushed when something bad inevitably happens

but i am hopeful that all of this mess will find some positive resolution

i have seen and heard reassuring things ... everything will be okay

well ... i am supposed to see david tomorrow ( Read more... )

i like how when i finally start updating my livejournal, no one else does ( Read more... )

the bastard didn't even call me today ... so i could at least ignore his call ( Read more... )

... and i'm pretty sure i won't be able to for very long before sinking into a coma-like depression ( Read more... )

i am trying not call david, so i thought i would write in here a little bit ( Read more... )

why the fuck am i sitting here waiting for my boyfriend of half a decade to call me when i could very well pick up the phone and call him ( Read more... )

i made it to atlanta!!!

we are making plans ASAP ... please sumbit to me you top two or three nights for hanging out and let's make this happen! i mean it ... all of you!

i really don't appreciate how the federal government is always trying to screw me over

i also equally loathe any sort of bureaucratic red tape

i also don't like it when various institutions want me to give them all the money that i don't have

grrrrrr