Wow, today is New Year's Eve and it hasn't really quite hit me that the year has flown by so quickly. 
When I woke up today, and then realise it's the last day of the year, the first thing that I thought of ...
was FUCK NO MORE STUDENT FARE! :( Lol and then I thought about my dream. I dreamt that I was spiderman, I'm cool like that 8)

( 2010 WITH MY TEACHERS(: (this is really for me to look back next time but if you're interested..) )

 OMG FUCK OFF JUST FUCK OFF UGH

It must be really hard, to swallow your pride, and apologise. It doesn't even make sense, I don't even know what to feel or how to react. The worse thing is I tell myself that I'm used to this. I have grown to be verrrryyy in control of my emotions. I AM IN CONTROL, in control. Will not let anything get to me.

MY GAME CLIENT NEEDS TO DOWNLOAD ( Read more... )

 So maybe the next time I should really think about the consequences before doing stupid things..
Okay it's not a maybe it's a must. I'm sorry!! :(

It's still on my mind. 
 

Bias much?
It's a no wonder they say ignorance is bliss.

I'm losing track of time LOL, everyday is like every other day cos there's no more school and I haven't found a job so I'm pretty much still v aimless. I haven't signed up for driving, ended up shopping for prom stuff yesterday AND HOORAY I GOT EVERYTHING IN ONE DAY cos there's just no more ( Read more... )

 Waow today is a bad day I have fucked up phone fucked up internet and just alot of things I have to do.
And a bunch of other people yelling at each other at home and it's driving me crazy!
Need some peace and quiet and some working phone/internet and to finally get things done.
Graaaaaah frustrated.

Sorry for bailing!

 Next time, think twice before you say things you don't mean.

You can spend alot of time searching reasons and answers,
but you can't find what's not there;
it just happens.

 There is simply no room for emotions/feelings right now.
FOCUS.

( Goodbye )