Whilst sat with a basket full av laundry, I realized that folding socks is like playing Bejeweled. Whilst folding one pair, you look around for the next pair. You want to get it done quickly, so you get a bit stressed when you don't find the next pair just by looking. It's alright though. Until you get to the bottom of the pile where all of F's ( Read more... )

Lying in bed with the man you thought would be your future. You cry, you kiss, you talk, you cry. You're in pain. Both of you. The dreamt up future shattering before your burning eyes. You reach out, trying to hold on to those frail fragments. You're clumsy and not trying hard enough; your dreams shatter even harder. You just watch. There's not ( Read more... )

my fingers remember the sensation of your skin (they tingle)
my mind swept clean of memories (it is so cold)

my body's aching for a different place to be (i'm burning up)

Nearly everyone who read the lists of adhd-symptoms seem to think that they've got it, so maybe I overreacted just a little bit... But I do have serious problems with concentration and motivation. It's fucking annoying as it gives me so much unnecessary anxiety and stress even for the littlest course work. And I'm freaking out, because this ( Read more... )

What is it with me and reading? Why is that I can't find the peace of mind to read? I can sit and stare at a page for minutes, without making any sense of it. My eyes are all over the place, I want to take in the whole page at once, read the middle before the start and the end before the middle. When I do get through a few pages, I barely know what ( Read more... )

Anxiety seems to be back in my life and I'm fucking sick and tired of it.

too tired to think

em <3 snow
em <3 snow angel

"Pfizer first acknowledged cardiovascular risks associated with Bextra in October of 2004" (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/BextraRead more... )

Jag längtar efter skärgårdar med glittrande hav och gröna träd. Salta bad, välmående. Ska det kännas så här ( Read more... )