i not dead. have two jobs. i miss everyone.

so, i'm the typhoid mary of thinkitis. lalala ( Read more... )

i dunno what to write. i start my other job tomorrow. my fingers are crossed that i make money. i looked at cars, but they're too expensive and i have shitty credit (i'd like to send out a fuck you to the credit people who count student loans - bite me). i'm working on the credit thing, i applied for a card to build credit, so we'll see ( Read more... )

ok, journal entry for me (this being my journal ( Read more... )

ok, for those worried, i am fine and have been for a while. i mean it ( Read more... )

i confused. my heart hurts for tracey. i read my friends' page and i was heartbroken. stupid men ( Read more... )

i've had this funny feeling at the pit of my stomach for the last couple of days and i just couldn't figure out what it was, so i sat down to meditate and i realized what it was: fear - stark fear. i think i'm nervous about army stuff and getting everything together, but i think i'm afraid of the next stage of my life. i'm also afraid of the ( Read more... )

i was reading my friends page and i realized how much i miss everybody. know that you are loved ( Read more... )

I MADE IT INTO OCS ( Read more... )

i'd like to say, I'M GOING TO SEE LORD OF THE RINGS TONIGHT!!!!!!!!! i'm going with my friend, Lolan, who got me a ticket around noon today. lalala. he's got this norman bates thing going on so he doesn't date or know that girls exist so he cracks me up. i almost peed myself when he told me that he thinks his mom might come. oh well, he ( Read more... )