i sware to God it's real this time.
i'm going to marry this man.
just watch... i'll show you.
i promise.

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I like a neww boy!!!

Here I am. Back in that one place again. The place you pushed me so hard into. You made me belive I could get out. You told me I could. I was on my way out. I felt I could do anything, I was on my way up. Right when I get to the highest point, you pushed me down harder. I'm back on my face again. Crying so hard again. I'm stuck here forever. I can' ( Read more... )

hey guys. i'm in a rut. Last week i realllllly believed that i loved taylor. i mean i still do feel really strongly towards him. but i'm sad because while he was away at SWAT he hooked up with some girl. i have no reason to be sad though because he asked me out the week before and i basically said no. but he knew i still liked him the same. but the ( Read more... )

You dont know understand how much of my day i spend waisting my thoughts on you...knowing you're not thinking about me. I wish that even though i said no..you'd still want me. Knowing other girls can and will have you, makes me want you so much more.

Heyyy...
I started being homeschooled on monday.
It's nice so far.
I dont have much to say today.
Except...I love this weather. It's so cuddlie! I just wish i always had someone to cuddle with.
If you could cuddle with ANYONE, who would it be?
<3

     I need to get out of Simi. I'm so bored and tired of everything. Yes I have friends (some rad ones) but I dont think many honestly care about me. That's chill if they don't. I mean yeah it sucks but what can you do about it?...find people that can/will. I'm tired of being stupid. I need to make my mind up and stick to it. Do it...or dont. I ( Read more... )

Oh man! Libby wants to be in love! Then again i don't. I have fun flirting with boys. But i want to have the like warm feeling of love. Do you know what i mean? Hmm... I just want to have fun while having that warm feeling? maybe? lol <3

wow. i dont understand him...

does he want me?

does he just enjoy playing with me?

should i give up?

i can't.

i want him.

he doesn't even notice.
it's so obvious how i feel.
<3
sometimes, i wonder about him
and what's goin through his head
because when i ask.. i know
he isn't speaking his mind.
but that's okay, maybe i'm not ready to hear