i am very stupid sometimes and i hate how i remember the uneventful parts but not the parts i want to remember.

i want to parrrrrrrrrrrtaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

so i'm fairly certain that i will be attending syracuse university next year.

there's something about the quest for greatness that always escapes me. how much do the "little things" really matter? why is it always better when success and tragedy bleed together?

i want to weigh at most 94 lbs for the summer. goodbye extra 12 lbs ( Read more... )

i love life.

i can't even tell you how free i've been feeling lately. i just looked at a few of my past entries and realized that's been a general trend since this summer. freedom. from myself, from my bad habits, from any anger or resentment i've carried around prior to this newfound self-love. FREEDOM! (said either like braveheart or the chase commercial...i ( Read more... )

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i'm laughing and crying and freaking out and feeling calmer than i've ever felt in my life all at the same time for no particular reason. i'm not even thinking of anything. i'm just free. FREE.

so free i don't even have any other words for it.

i am lonely today. the kind of panging lonely that eats you a little bit.