stressin.
college sucks sometimes.
other times it doesn't.

just like high school, i know a lot of people but don't really like anyone. fucking awesome.

i think there are some people who are just doomed from the beginning. not doomed because of fate, because i don't think i really believe in fate, but just doomed. the feelers. the ones whose greatest weakness is their greatest strength, their quicksand hearts ( Read more... )

every single day, hotmail asks if i want it to "forget me." there's a neat little link under my name.

it's starting to seem to me that all roads are lonely, even the internet highway.

i stayed up talking to a boy about my ex best friend until four AM. i have to leave for a four hour lab in three hours. i'm exhausted. i got two hours of sleep last night. i'm so tired but my room mate is on youtube. loudly on youtube.

how many times can you love?
i'm jealous. i want more.

i am infatuated with someone i can never have.

I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU SO MUCH MORE THAN I'M ALLOWED.

i can't believe i'm graduating high school. i have a brilliant ache in the pit of my stomach.

i'm heartbroken and proud and excited and lonely and that's okay. after all, we're only human.

dear world,

suck it!

i love things even when i'm depressed out of my mind.
scratch all of that besides the last four words.

lalalalala.

love,
aditi.

it's funny how a girl can go months and months without feeling anything for anybody and then all of a sudden, after one ridiculous night, have her heart beating out of her chest for someone she's known for years but doesn't even really know...probably for a reason...?

sometimes i really don't get me. fuck.