I went to Virtual High School today to get my Age Waiver form and for them to also release my transcripts so I can get my GED. Ms. Whatever the fuck her name is didn't seem too happy to see me , but all the others did. The first thing Ms. White said to me was

"Sara Mesbah, you have clothes on."

Sweet, dude.

Yes! My Mom gave me her ultra plush queen size bed which was $800 so it's extraaa comfy, and my Dad also bought me a new box spring. Everyone with bed bugs can stay the fuck away from me. I'm so done with everyone passing scabies and bed bugs to eachother ( Read more... )

So... it's been 1 month 2 weeks and 4 days since I've had a drink and 1 month and 4 days since I've smoked a cigarette. It's also been 4 years since I've done anything good for myself, really. I guess this was one of them.

We're expecting a little baby on Friday the 13th of November! This is the greatest news I have ever heard by far in my life and I cannot wait to do everything with you. I'm so happy.

We're crossing our fingers for a baby boy. :)

Ummmmm... it's been 3 weeks and 3 days since I've smoked a cigarette. My asthma has gotten worse which doesn't make sense but uh I guess that's all!

Day 4 of not smoking (and also living with Mom). I feel so anxious I feel so anxious I feel so anxious I feel so fucking anxious. All of the time. I don't know what to do with myself, so I keep stuffing myself with bananas and vitamins and chug water and clean things etc etc. I did get to eat pomegranate and blueberry cereal and drink good coffee, ( Read more... )

I figured when I'd be this close to a group of people, it wouldn't be too hard to get a shoulder to lean on when I've been feeling so down. It feels like such a fucking task. And don't tell me I'm being a baby about it. Could you really be any more insensitive ( Read more... )

I've been staying at my Mom's for the past few days because it's really clean here and there's no pets. If I was to stay at my Dad's, I'd be dead. Literally. Yesterday was no fun at all. I woke up to a major asthma attack, which caused a panic attack on top of that, and then raging angst, which made me feel like I broke my hand and now I have a big ( Read more... )

I almost died today.

Tyler and I had a cute date and saw Coraline. I love everything about tonight, and on that note, I'm going to get off of here and enjoy the rest of it. Goodnight.