So the little trip to Florida was sort of stressful, but overall I had fun. Mainly because I got to spend time with my Mom. It was really nice meeting Anita for the first time, and I think it opened up a lot of doors for me. She said I could stay in Singapore with her anytime and the night life and shopping is amazing there. She said there's this ( Read more... )

Sitting at the Orlando airport... sick. I'm not really excited for the flight. I kind of wish I could be dead for the next 4 hours...

So far Florida has sucked. My Mom's doctor cousin, Anita, is scary. She's way too proper and filthy rich, and on top of that she's constantly judging my Mom and I. I know she is. Mom and I wanted to get some wine for the hotel and relax but we know that Anita will be disgusted and probably tell everyone in the family that we're psycho or something ( Read more... )

I'm sitting at the Orlando airport waiting on my Mom to figure out stuff with the hotel. I fell asleep on the plane and drooled all over my hair and then realized all of my truffles melted in the pocket of my favorite jacket. I really can't decide if it feels good out, but whatever, definitely better than Cincinnati's bi-polar weather ( Read more... )

I leave for Florida, soon. I'm trying to get over this "what if I get homesick" feeling, because it always comes no matter what. I packed a bunch of nicotine patches, vitamins, pain relievers, Advair, and chocolate truffles to be prepared. My dildo, one of the top three necessities is one I can't bring. I mean I could, but no. I'd rather be ( Read more... )

I have finally got the entire Sonic Youth discography. I am so syked on going through every track over and over again until I want to kill myself, but I doubt that'd ever happen because they're musical geniuses ( Read more... )

It's kind of scary when you step outside of yourself for a second and realize you're the bad guy. I don't exactly think of myself as the bad guy, but I definitely think of myself as somebody who unknowingly destructs myself and others. I need to start lying to myself to where I am completely convinced, because this negative shit is taking a toll on ( Read more... )

I guess I'll be leaving for Florida, Friday morning with my Mom. My second cousin whose a doctor is coming from Singapore for some business trip, so my Mom figured her and I could keep her company. It's like meeting my family is a puzzle. Every 4-6 years I meet a few more. And I finally get to stay at the Disney resort like I've always wanted to ( Read more... )

I already want to save you and you haven't even entered this world... let alone exist.

8 this morning, I cried to my Dad, drunk. I think I killed him just a little bit.

And did I ever mention that relationships are really hard?