yes! I'm on my own ! i did it! My friend at work, Dia, was telling me how she got a new car.. a new used car i mean... and i was telling her how i need one but that i have bad credit.. well she took me to Honda and i got one.. mind u im paying way too much at the end ... total: $20,000 ..... but fuk it.. its my first car ( Read more... )

ya know... i barely update... but when i do... its always cuz i have something to complain about! ugh. so yeah, yet again.. things arent exactly going my way ( Read more... )

im so pissed! Ive been USED AND ABUSED YET A-fucking-gain up here. Fuck people. And now i come online to see nikki bitching at me, find out ash is moving, and Kristi had her poor heart tromped on. Fuck everyone, leave me alone! i feel like i need another vacation.. i really do! im so upset. and to top it off i recently ruined things with a certain ( Read more... )

o-o-o-o-o-okkkkk.... my last entry was nuts... after the fun im back up here in hick ville, nc.. where the funs at! oh yeah!lol
bye!

okay hopefully this will be the ending of me bringing up these fuck-up type of people, in Nc. Remember my entries written about the 2 friends I have up here, Amanda and Sarah. Well, that is no more. Sarah doesn't want to be my friend because I hate Amanda. Seriosuly this dumb fat bitch tried to ruin my life. She is dumb! I mean, stupider than ( Read more... )

ok. I thought I was mad before, which is why I updated that long entry on my non-existant love life.. Well, it gets better! Imagine that! Yours truely has the Flu... and my friends in Miami wish they could be here for me... and guess fucking what! The "friends" I have up here.. yeah well, not even a "hey lauren, how ya feeling?" ditto. squat. Im ( Read more... )

Im so damn tired! I want to sleep forever and ever and ever! GrRr ( Read more... )

its been too long ( Read more... )

--this entry has been deleted-- due 2 the fact that i was out-of-it.
Please disregard.

LOVINS BITCH

I had the worst fucking new years EVER!
One reason being i wasnt with my erin or ash or carlos. FUCK! ='(
So the gang piled into 2 cars, including fatjay and CUTE [my <3] ed ( Read more... )