I did it. I went through with the break-up last night. Like I knew it would, it hurt like hell. We sat on a bench and talked things out and both decided this whole thing was built on bad timing for both of us. We agreed to stay friends, I gave him I necklace I bought him, we kissed, and called it quits. I admit I kept just wanting him to take me in ( Read more... )

Have you ever had to break up with someone you still love? I think I'm about to go do that. I know we haven't been together long but I really fell for him. It felt great to look forward to my future again. I know he loves me too, but I don't think I fit into his life right now. Maybe somewhere down the road when we're both stronger people, but not ( Read more... )

...every now and then I'm forced the harsh realization that my life will never be anything close to normal or what I hoped it would be. Tonight was one of those times. I'd give or pay anything to have all my eyesight back. Once again, I gotta quote Miss Buffy ( Read more... )

Haha, now this is the definition of "irony"!

Y-M-C-A!

It's 5 am on my 25th birthday. I have waaay too much on my mind to sleep. It's nothing to do with my birthday tho. Joe and I were hanging out last night and got into our first fight while he was driving me home. It was seriously intense. And only more proof that no matter how soon it may be, I love this man. I've never been so afraid to lose ( Read more... )

I started seeing someone new. His name is Joe and he's an incredible guy. Click here for his MySpace profile if you're on that site. But out of respect to Randall, since I know he reads this journal, that's all I'll say for now. Except that I'm happy. :D

A few things ( Read more... )

I take back what I posted a week ago. Maybe not all men suck. I hung out with a really sweet one last night who may have proved me wrong there. But when 99.9% of your gender sucks, it's an easy mistake to make.

P.S. - "Land of the Dead" is the least scary horror movie I've ever seen. I'm glad Joe was there to laugh at it with me. haha

There are at least three guys out there who think I'm crazy. One has the right to. The other two do not. Still, there are three in total. And perhaps even more that I'm just not aware of ( Read more... )

Men suck. Every last one of you.