Happy Birthday to filmgoddess35!!!  w00t!

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note to self:  sampling the wine to ensure food compatibility does not include drinking two glasses while waiting for the food to cook.  In fact, this is something to avoid in general.

This is an odd thought to post, but it's my journal. .. .
i get tired of eating pre-packaged food and I like plates and real forks and glasses with ice.
So. . . I take my microwaved whatever, place it on a plate, use a fork, pour my dr pepper in a tall glass with ice. . .put a napkin in my lap. . . and it's almost a happy experience.

there's no emoticon for how I'm feeling. . .

Simpsons's quote for the day

So. .. uhh. .. this weekend ( Read more... )

I've been somewhat productive this morning. . .  scary
all the usual getupgetready stuff plus:
-dog walk
-laundry
-and breakfast (which i usually skip)

w00t!

Against any better judgement I may possess, I'm going home for the weekend.  Russ needs to talk things out some more.  Some closure.  So i'll give it.

and buzzed. . . and happy and. . .

cheating at halo by using physical distractions and still getting my skinny little tail kicked.
Yay.

Ah. ..
i'm ok now.  Realized it's not my fault, nothing I did/can do.  Living by myself (while more expensive) will be good for me.

unless I forget to eat all the time and waste away until i'm nothing but a dot on the radar. . .

fear the dot on the radar.

I don't think I've felt this bad about myself since jr. high school. 
I'm hoping I bottomed out here.

i just spent i guess 1/2 an hour a-drivin and a-moanin' and feeling sorry for myself.

I'm done.

I'm going to eat ice cream and be a little more cheerful