first tactic: arguing ( Read more... )

my blissful sleep ended literly 3 minutes ago....heres what amanda does to wake me up ( Read more... )

i got an e mail from my mom telling me shes worried about my alcaholism again. the last thing i want to do is worry her, ive caused her so much stress and pain throughout my asshole teenage years. i almost contemplated lying and saying that i dont drink too much and im not an alcaholic,to ease her mind. but while easing hers, mine would be left ( Read more... )

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okay i know i just updated earlier today but my friend told me about her interesting night and i thought that id share it with you all ( Read more... )

i got two colloring books today at the euro store (like the dollar store, you know). they have cutie pumkin pie pictures and i shall create mesterpeices and send them off to my famous art gallery in the clouds. i also picked up some stuff for some of the lovleys back 'home ( Read more... )

well its about 8-9ish in the morning. havent gone to sleep yet. i have been playing snood all night. no, really. the whole damn time. ofcourse followed by the occasional alcahol induced teenage break down "boo hoo nobody loves me blah blah im a whiny bitch" whoopsie daisy..accidents happen, and youre living proof ( Read more... )

well its back to me and amanda now. i get back the 25th of next month...i thought it was the 5th but i was terribly mistaken. i have to get on suicide girls, its been driving me crazy ever since i turned 18. except ill need a digital camera and a computer that can do that shit and blah de blah. i hate digital photography, but id be willing to do it ( Read more... )

yeah so whats the date anyway? i forget. but the best part about all of this (one of them anyway) is that it dosent matter. i have no concept of time. we do what we want when we want, and nothing can stop us. nothing tries to stop us. its totally bubbles. orris and amanda are completley in love its cool. so us three are tearin up shit in the hood ( Read more... )