I've been thinking about confidence lately. It's always been washy for me. False confidence is scary. It's feeling right these days. I am what I am, and there it is ( Read more... )

 Spent two weeks at home. We all went to Annapolis for the night to take Anna back. Got to see/hang in her apartment which was nice. Now I can picture her better. Felt like crap the whole time, what else is new? Anxiety paired with food makes me sick way too often. I should try harder to fix this ( Read more... )

 I had a beautiful Christmas this year. Matt and I made each other gifts... the things he made me were perfect. My future is bright, and I know which figs I want.

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I feel annoying but I need to document the fact that I have a really cool life where I experience pure wonderful devoted love from my boyfriend friends and family. I am safe and happy and I have my head on straight and my biggest problem is a crappy stomach. hello world, hold a hand.

 I am going to write one poem everyday for a year and post them here:
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 Yesterday I felt marvelous in a way that was different and refreshing. I woke up next to Matt, took a quick shower, kissed him before I left to run some errands at school. He wished me luck. Took care of some registration/book buying business at Rowan. I took my time and strolled through the sunny campus. It actually looked beautiful. I bought a ( Read more... )

 I love my Dad and I know he'll be okay but I am afraid to see him sick.

phehwwwwwwwww

So I haven't updated this little guy in awhile, and that is basically because I haven't had the time or energy to type out anything other than school assignments. I have been having a lot of good times lately and I want to be able to read about them later. School work is fine. I work really hard and I've done pretty well. I was really nervous about ( Read more... )

 Dear Matt and Ian,
                 Please start doing high school posts again.
-Kirby