Hey hey! Been a while since my last update. Everything's pretty much the same here...lot's of parties, trying to be safe and not get caught again. I decided I don't like Chris, but I have been "hanging out" with this senior guy...he's hott as crap, just short. I'm not really looking for a relationship right now, so the Lovelies and I are just kinda ( Read more... )

Oh my goodness, so I just realized I have a big fat CRUSH! And it's on a really nice guy too...which is incredibly impressive for me! Oh my goodness, I haven't felt so giddy in a while! Plus, it means that I'm moving on with my life. Although, I am going to visit Mark and Ryan next month...but they're both just friends now. Anyways, the most ( Read more... )

I want to go home. I want to go home so badly! I hate it here so much, I'm just so unhappy. And I don't think I'm ever going to find my place here. I just wish that I could be back at home when everything was still good. But I guess that's pointless because nothing's ever going to be the same. Everyone has changed. Sarah's the only one I really ( Read more... )

Dude, fuck getting arrested. Seriously. If you haven't done it yet...try really hard to keep it that way. I mean damn, I barely made it a week and already I'm screwed. October third's my court date, and I think the cop is gonna come talk to me in my dorm tomorrow. Worrrrd. My mom took it really well though, I was surprised. Anyways, I need to go ( Read more... )

Wow, I knew coming home was a bad idea. Yesterday the last thing I wanted to do was leave school to come home and just sit at Josh's house. But by the end of the night I wasn't ready to leave. So now I might stay until tomorrow. I don't know what I should do! I probably just need to suck it up and go back to school, because I know I'll be fine once ( Read more... )

Isn't it weird how you can go from being so happy one second to being completely depressed the next? I think that's weird. And to make things worse...my roommate is gone for the night getting drunk so I'm left here to mope by myself. I think I'm just gonna put on Donnie Darko and fall asleep. Thank goodness tomorrow's Friday and I'm going home for ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated since like July. I'm sitting in my room trying to kill time for the next 15 minutes before I have to go to class. So yeah, I actually like college. I'm actually really shocked because I thought I was gonna be miserable here. I've met some pretty cool guys, and spend a lot of my time over in their dorm. It's 7 guys in this one ( Read more... )

I'm really bored so I just figured I would update for kicks. Ryan called me a while ago...he's suppose to call me back in a while, so I might end up going out with him. But I dunno. Kate and Neely went out to dinner with Jess, I was invited...but I didn't want to go for reason's known to those who matter. Wow, I really am in a horrible mood. Hmmm, ( Read more... )

Well, I might be in some shit with my mom. I just need to be careful for the next week or two. I really hope I can still go camping! God...I can't wait until I'm out of the house!

Ha ha! Last night was funny...sort of. Except that I also feel kind of bad. And today sucked, but in a fun way. I felt like hell all day, I probably shouldn't do that again anytime soon. Also, I want ice cream but I can't find anyone to go get it with me. And I didn't get to finish my movie tonight because my family came home. I think I'll get up ( Read more... )