Tonight was a pretty damn good night. Kate and I got together and called Mark and Ryan, but we decided to let them have a night together. We went to Blockbuster and got "Spanglish", then left Ryan a note on his car. Then we watched the movie at her house (it wasn't that great) and took retarded pictures in hoodies! ha ha! Then we decided to go to ( Read more... )

Well, graduation is tomorrow. It just hit me a few minutes ago in the car...I can't believe it! Thank you to everyone who has made the past four years so wonderful for me! I love you all, and you know who you are! Also, I can't forget to thank my Mommy for everything. I don't know what I would have done without her. She has done such an amazing job ( Read more... )

I just had a really fun, and sober night. ha ha! I went to Adam's (first time without Mark or Ryan) and chilled with he and Josh. We just watched TV, smoked cigarettes, and talked, but I had a really good time. It makes me kind of sad though. Over the past few months I've met so many awesome guys. And don't get me wrong, I still think everyone is ( Read more... )

I just don't think it's possible for me to make it thorough a whole day of school anymore. You would think that I could manage to just suck it up for the last three days, and yet here I am...home for lunch again. God, I'm so glad that high school is almost over. I'm not gonna miss it at all. I am, however, gonna miss Lynchburg next year. I'm just ( Read more... )

So it's prom night...I'm at home babysitting. But am I depressed? HELL NO! I know it sounds weird...but prom is the last place I want to be tonight. High school just isn't my thing...I can't wait until graduation and all that crap is over and I can just spend my time doing what I want to do. Although I must say I sort of regret agreeing to babysit ( Read more... )

So I got a job today...I'll be working at Oakwood. I'm really nervous though. I applied to work in the Gazebo, but it turns out that I have to be a full-out waitress. I don't think I'm gonna make a good waitress, I'm not nice enough. But I guess I'll just see how it goes. Plus the pay is good. I just really hope I don't have to spend my entire ( Read more... )

So I'm finally starting to feel better! Yay me! Sorry to everyone who has had to put up with my constant crying, but now that I've started...I just can't stop. I think I probably just have years worth of holding it in and I'm just gonna have to wait a while before I'm totally ok. So please, just try to bear with me. I'm really pissed about this ( Read more... )

So I had an epiphany today. I realized that I am one of the most boring people I know...and it sucks. I don't think I'm naturally boring, I think I've just kind of become that way. I mean seriously, what do I do? I sit around at my house and read books and wait for people to call me. Then whenever I go out with someone I never have anything to do. ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Kate! Even thought it took me a while to remember...I said it in Berry. I'm so out of it thought because I'm sick. Being sick sucks! I woke up at 4:00 a.m. with a fever and a really sore throat. But I decided to go to school anyways because I had a test 3rd per. and I didn't want to use up one of my sick days. Well, I ended up ( Read more... )

So I'm getting my life back...and it's harder than I expected. I'm just trying really hard to tell myself that it's not a big deal if things fall apart. What's really important is that I have my girls...they're all that really matters. They've been there for me for the past year, and I don't want to lose that. I'm just sick of wasting my time, that ( Read more... )