This is gonna be short, I just need to get this out somewhere. I feel really safe right now. And really happy. I can tell I've definitely calmed down in the past week or so, and that's good. So yay for me! I just hope this feeling lasts. Oh, and this weekend was AMAZING. But I'll post about that later.

I hate English right now. I hate writing essays EVERY SINGLE DAY. And I hate practicing multiple choice. Guess what Mrs. Worsham? I'm not even gonna try on the AP Exam so stop being so hardcore! But in all honesty, I really do love English. And I think that all the juniors who aren't taking APE next year are retards because it's one of the best ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure I'm gonna fail my lab practical tomorrow. But honestly, I don't care that much. I'm sure I'll regret it later...but there's just way too much crap to learn and I'm totally burnt out. I've been working on homework since 10:30 this morning...it's now 12:00 and I still don't have it all done. So I think I'm just gonna give up and go to ( Read more... )

I love my friends! They are so amazing and they all make me so happy! Thank you guys so much for being there for me lately...I don't know what I would do without you all! And I know this sounds so sappy and stuff, but it's true. I seriously don't think I could go on without all of your support lately. Yay ( Read more... )

Yay for sitting in the computer lab during Poli Sci and having nothing to do!! So, I ended up going out on Wednesday night. It was fun, crazy, but fun. I felt really bad about skipping dance, but I feel like I should be allowed to have one night during senior year where I get to just go out and do whatever. Carla doesn't care what I do, so its been ( Read more... )

Ok, if you had to choose between going to a party on a Wednesday night and going to dance what would you choose. Normally, it would be dance...no questions asked. But my mom is out of town, and this is probably the only chance I will ever have in high school to just go out and do whatever on a weeknight. Hmm...it's nice to have this as the only ( Read more... )

Today was an absolutely amazing day! I feel so incredibly happy right now, just purely and absolutely happy...which is so wonderful! I got up this morning at 9:00 and laid in bed for like 20 mins just listening to music. Then I kind of lounged around the house and got dressed and stuff. Then Jess and I drove out to C-ville. We shopped for a few ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here in Worsham...NOT taking my AP test. I have no motivation! This thing is so boring and pointless. I already know how to take a test, but oh well. It's Friday and that makes me happy. OK, I have to go before I get yelled at! Bye!

Ok, so now I apparently have a stalker. Funny isn't it? It's so weird that I've made enough of an impact on someone's life to have them call me up and not have the balls to tell me who they are. It doesn't hurt my feelings...in fact, if anything, it boosts my ego. But it's kinda cool because I finally got them to talk tonight. Although I'm not sure ( Read more... )

So once again I'm in that mood. It's not like I'm depressed or anything...just trapped. I feel like I'm stuck in this world that isn't me at all and I just want to get out. It's so weird. I just wish I was more spontaneous and not so uptight. I can see how much I've changed since I moved to Lynchburg, and it's really weird. I've become so ( Read more... )