Hell yeah, I'm in a rather pleasant mood currently which is odd considering I've worked 26 hours in the past 48 hours and have to work another 10 in 2 hours but yeah I'm just special like that.  This is my last week working in the group home.  I put my notice in, working the overnights with Parker just is too much for the little guy to handle.   I ( Read more... )

First off I'm a total geek because I watched the movie "My Stepmother is an Alien" today and laughed a ton because I haven't seen the movie in forever and found it highly amusing that Alyson Hannigan goes on a date with Seth Green in the movie, which ironically could have been a precursor to the Buffy love plot between Willow and Oz.  I know that ( Read more... )

SO my hopes for anything happening between Mark and I are pretty slim at the moment.  Let's just say I drank a little too much, turned into a total girly stalker/clinger on Friday night and sent way too many inappropriate text messages to him at 2 in the morning.  I actually hung out with Dalton last night which was alot of fun.  I hung out with ( Read more... )

So I'm on my third MEGA sized can of SOBE Adrenaline Rush and I'm bouncing off the freaking walls!  Plus I had an AWESOME night.  I had a really easy night at work just a couple of haircuts and taking two of the guys out to eat and I got off at 8, so I asked Logan to come have a drink with me.  Well Mark and I had been texting eachother all day so ( Read more... )

So life is looking up.  I have a beautiful little boy who's finally getting into a schedule and is starting to actually sleep .  I just got a new job working with developmentally challenged adults, and I've made a couple of new friends that like to rock.  So hopefully my life will stay pointed in this direction and 2008 will be far better then last ( Read more... )

I am extremely frustrated at the moment.  I know it may seem stalkerish but I found out that Billy has a Myspace page again.  So of course I tried to send him a message but he doesn't accept messages from people whom are not his friends, therefore I sent him a friends request which he rejected to no surprise.  I want to be civil and friendly with ( Read more... )

Not alot has been going on as of late.  Alot of dirty diapers and feeding but other than that nothing.  I have actually gone out a few times.  A couple of weeks ago Mel, Jill and I went out and ended up hanging out with all different people from highschool.  I got very buzzed off of two beers, and I went home early because Parker was colic and my ( Read more... )

So I thought the strange dreams would end now that the baby has come.  Alas I was mistaken.  Although I will admit the most recent dream wasn't nearly as odd as the past ones.  I dreamt that I was at Rob's parents house.  I had pulled into the driveway for some reason and I was trying to leave the neighborhood and the truck stalled out and wouldn't ( Read more... )

So I finally popped the kid out last Wednesday morning at 5:12 AM.  I had a little boy and his name is Parker and he is now the new love of my life.  I haven't talked to Billy, I couldn't get ahold of him and I'm on an emotional rollercoaster at the moment due to hormones so I'm just leaving things alone and I'll deal with them when I'm feeling ( Read more... )

So I'm one day over due and there are no signs this kid is planning on making an apperance in the imediate future.  I was supposed to go to the Doctors tomorrow but my Doc decided he wasn't going to be in clinic for the next week and a half due to needing to catch up on charting.  So I can't get in to see a different doctor until Monday and the ( Read more... )