All I seem to want to do lately is bitch, complain and sleep.  Honestly today I've just wanted to scream at people, no one in my family just random people in public.  I went to the store to get milk and I showed the lady my id, like I do everytime I'm in there because she always asks for it,  then I put it away and she stares at me and asks for my ( Read more... )

I feel like a bad parent already but I want this kid out of me ASAP!  I honestly feel like the baby is trying to climb my uterus and make it up into my lungs.  My mother keeps telling me that I've got a while to go and that just because I'm full term now doesn't mean the kid should come out until I'm closer to my due date.  I'm going to the doctors ( Read more... )

I want fall weather to start so I don't feel like I'm dying of heat.....

I want my laundry to be done and folded so I don't have to go near the dryer....

I want pumpkin delights to be in stores so I can finally fullfill my craving....

I WANT THIS KID OUT!!!!

I'm very very very very very very very upset with Myspace at the minute!  I'm really bored and went to bed at around 8PM last night so now that it's 3 something in the morning I'm bored and therefore spent a bunch of time doing a stupid playlist thingy where you put your playlist on random and pick out lyrics from the song that's on and people are ( Read more... )

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Pregnancy causes the most screwed up dreams ever!  I had a dream the other night that Rob came back into my life and told me that he never stopped loving me, after that I left a message for his girlfriend with the lyrics to "Jolene" by Dolly Parton because she has amazing red hair that I'm beyond jealous of.  I know in reality these dreams are ( Read more... )

 So, I looked at Billy's mom's Myspace page just a few minutes ago and I'm almost in tears.  I really liked her when I met her, she was a little old fashioned but she's one of those people who loves life, she lives for her family and her friends and I just thought she was beyond sweet, making an effort to welcome me into the family because Billy ( Read more... )

2 years ago, Katrina ripped through the MS gulfcoast destroying the house I knew as my 2nd home, it caused chaos for many of my friends and their families yet my most memorable moment of this date is that Rob was with me when I called my grandmother and begged her to leave the coast, he stayed with me and didn't complain about me watching the ( Read more... )

I do my best to not feel sorry for myself lately. I'm in the situation that I'm in because of choices I've made. It's nobody's fault but my own. I am the only person who can change things and I realize that. I know I've been complaining about not finding a job, about getting fat because of the baby and most recently my traffic ticket and I'm sorry ( Read more... )

Have you ever noticed that when you already feel crappy and you're running late for appointments that something worse always happens.  I should have known better when I pulled onto 65 and didn't realize I was still in 3rd gear and sat there yelling at the truck because it wouldn't accelerate.  Then there's this big white SUV behind me with a giant ( Read more... )