you ever just have one of those nights where you feel like doing this one thing and so you go to do it and you feel so unable. You really just feel like you're very unable.... i had one of those nights tonight....it reminded me so much of my dream and how i feel so incapable of following through on that dream. maybe because part of me knows that it ( Read more... )

you know if there's one thing I've realized over the last couple of weeks is that life isn't always what people make it out to be. It's not all you expected or the hopes and dreams that you have just crash to the ground. it's not what you want..... things aren't what you would expect.....

i think this week has really opened my eyes to that.... ( Read more... )

what's new? well i guess you could say that life is just life right now. sick of somethings...somethings are growing old while others just get better....

i'm in the mood for good music right now but i can't find any....nothing to listen to and i'm home by myself.....

lonliness plays a key role in my feelings tonight - just kinda bored and wishin ( Read more... )

The wind is moving

But I am standing still

A life of pages

Waiting to be filled

A HEART THAT'S HOPEFUL

A HEAD THAT'S FULL OF DREAMS

But this becoming

Is harder than it seems

Feels like i’m

Looking for a reason

Roaming through the night to find

My place in this world

My place in this world

Not a lot to lean on

I need your light to help ( Read more... )

this is an awesome song....sometimes i wanna say it describes me on my bad days.... well i guess not all of it but it's just a good song....read the lyrics ( Read more... )

today is a day off.... it's what i needed. so i'm super excited! it's my mommy's birthday today and i'm taking her out for dinner tonight! I seriously got her the biggest gift i've ever gotten her before and i'm really excited to see her reaction when she gets it! I guess you just realize that moms do ALOT! i mean they work, they clean, they make ( Read more... )

ugh work can be soo frustrating sometimes and there's times when you just wanna get rid of life...... man why do i have to deal with soo many things right now? why?!

all i have to say is - yea for poms sleepovers!! they're so much fun!! :)

I need to be reminded of who I was ( Read more... )

Will I ever have a response to give you...? Will you ever relate or understand what i'm saying and dealing with and let it go? will you love me through it...? will you ever know how frustrating and hard it is for me to listen sometimes...? will you ever know the tears i cry...? will you ever know that through it all, all i want is you....? will you ( Read more... )