Finals time again....you know what that means? school is almost over! tomorrow is our last day and believe me - i am more than ready!!

so it's been such a long time since i've actually update on my actual life on here rather than just the pain i'm feeling at the moment...so here we go...

for a while things were just so dry....i was getting nothing ( Read more... )

Why do I feel like all good times are ruined because of me?! I didn't mean to bring up a frustrating topic but it's  but it's something that bugs me. Enough to the point where I wonder why you bother or if it's really worth it to you sometimes.. It is  wrong that I want to be your everything? That you can ALWAYS turn to no matter what. That I'm the ( Read more... )

As I sit right now in Nate's office and wait for some CD's to burn I realize that life is good right now. I'm content with being happy. I admit that I'm actually happy with who I am right now and learning to accept that. Maybe it's just the girl inside of me that comes out sometimes to let me know that i'm not always good enough, but then that ( Read more... )

it's been a while since i last updated but to be honest things have just been so crazy busy that i havent had anytime. i wish i even had the time - well that and the heart to sit down and type it all dout right now but im not sure i do. today was a LONG day at school. testing was incredibly STUPID and i couldn't wait for it to be over. big food ( Read more... )

haha i have no voice right now and i'm patiently waiting for a cd to burn. i don't have much to say....

my life summed up in words:

TRI-II
work
school
poms
showtime
church
HECTIC
and everything in between

i'll have to update more later...i have to drive home now...

what scares me the most? reaction - his reaction... "you don't want me to talk to you about it tonight. I'm trying to stay as calm as possible about it." it's partially fixed as best it can be without paying more. i know that i was my fault - i know it, i know it, i know it. i'm sorry... what more can i tell you? i can't even be positive of how it ( Read more... )

today was a bad day - huh - yea depressing and hard...but man i tell you so much can happen...

i don't really have a lot to say right now cuz my mind is thinking and i have work to do at home. but anyways, "God, ease my mind. these things happen. hold me together."

another week ended - another week beginning. hmmmm wow - sometimes i wish i could skp ahead a few days and go to the one that i can't wait for!! PROM! seriously - i am so excited for that night! as i write - i'm looking for shoes and jewelry online to wear ( Read more... )

Room - rüm; noun; an extent of space occupied by or sufficient or available for something

Bedroom - a room furnished with a bed and intended primarily for sleeping

Well i can say that I neither of these right now. In my definition a room is a place to hide out and relax after a long day, but when you don't have option to do this it tends to be ( Read more... )

it's 6:30 am right now and i'm up early for an NHS meeting at the highschool. I had some extra time so i thought i'd update alittle ( Read more... )