I'm in a weird state right now. I feel like all of my real friends live in a different country. This is really sad. I want to go back to Ireland. I'm tired of the US and feeling friendless. I can't wait for New Year's because that's when I'm visiting Colleenrose and Catriona and Aisling and going to London and forgetting about NJ and all these ( Read more... )

The other day my mom's friend sent her an Irish newspaper that happened to have an article about the festival we're going to. My picture was there with along with two other girls from New York and Philadelphia. There was a short article about what great Irish stepdancers they were and how they go to Ireland every summer and compete etc, etc. All it ( Read more... )

So I'm going to Ireland in July/August. I'm flying out there by myself and then my family is meeting me, and hopefully Rebecca can meet me at some point. I might just stay there and never come back. I really wish I could go back to London while I'm over there but it's not looking so good right now. Honestly I can't WAIT to get the hell out of here( ( Read more... )

christmas for me consisted of family, booze, church, more family, more booze and some new shoes. my liittle cousin puked on the turkey that was basted with budweiser, and i laughed so hard i cried(really.) my grandma thought christmas was 2 days ago(dementia) so that made it an interesting day aswell. iim drunk. i gt spanked in the 80s game. i love ( Read more... )

For some reason I felt the need to update on my life. I don't have the words to describe it right now so maybe I'll just share some pictures. I don't know how to hide the pictures behind a tag, so deal...or tell me how to do it ; )

I spent some time in London with Alex.


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even though sometimes it makes me sad...i'll just chalk it up to them realizing what i did a million years ago.

TEN FIRSTS
-First Best Friend: caitlyn
-First Screen Name: hlp_im_lost <-- mall metal haha ( Read more... )

ooohhhhhhh the tangled webs we weave. and the idiots like me who are never satisfied, even when it feels like everything is straightened out. I want to wipe certain things from my mind, but the internet and things of the like make it impossible. I should just post pictures of me and my friends drunk on this thing instead of attempting to express my ( Read more... )

maybe I just worry myself sick for nothing. I guess things just work themselves out and that's all there is to it. There is no way I can do this again, but I know if the oppurtunity presents itself I'll just hand out more and more chances like I have always done. I have really good days until one little thing comes up and I let it ruin my ( Read more... )

College is great. I'm so glad me and my roommate get along so well. This week we went to too many parties...too much drinking combined with smoking and other things. It's ok because it was a great time and hopefully sometime in the near future I'll get the sleep I need ( Read more... )