almost un-heard of... i'm 18... scary that senior year is only days away... the college search is underway and the stress is already starting to mount ( Read more... )

everyday i sit here and think... about so many things... it can get ugly sometimes... and tears sometimes fall... but it all makes me a stronger person ( Read more... )

"Ain't it just like a friend of mine
To hit me from behind...
A silver tear appearing now
I'm cryin' ain't I...
And hey babe the sky's on fire,
I'm dyin' ain't I...
Ain't it just like a friend of mine
To hit me from behind..."
--james taylor--

... as today ends ...
... S I G H ...

"One mile to every inch of ( Read more... )

"welcome to the real world she said to me... condesendingly... take a seat... take your life... plot it out in black and white... i never lived the dream of the prom kings, or the drama queens... i'd like to think the best of me... is still hiding up my sleeve... they love to tell you stay inside the lines... somethings better on the other side... ( Read more... )

i'm trying... i really am... i'm trying so hard... but the akwardness is still there... i know they can't, but i just want things to go back to being the way that they used to be... i'm trying to fill the void... and when people say... "i mean, jess when doing a side by side comparison, really there's no competition..." "drop that zero and go for ( Read more... )

"...jess i have to say this with tears in my eyes right now cause that means a lot to me...and im glad i have you as a friend"

... yep ... i love you

I Won’t Be Left Behind ( Read more... )

"These are the connections that make me cry and also want to hug you all for loving Myles and talking about how special he is. What remains. Maybe we'll all be better people; easy going, non-judgemental, smiling every day- our boy lives on . Thank you ( Read more... )

where we belong... a duet ( Read more... )