haven't written in this thing since senior year of high school... a lot of stuff has happened since then... but... theres no need to dwell on the past... it's the past and i'd like to keep it there ( Read more... )

i hate feeling pressured... i feel very pressured right now, and i don't like it... i know that i want to do something, but that everyone wants me to do something else... do i go with what i want to do, or with what they want me to? either way would be fine, i guess... but i just feel like i don't want to be pressured... at my own will it would be ( Read more... )

..."does anyone remember when we were careless and nothing mattered? do you remember when your biggest worry was what was planned for tommorrow? my whole life i've wanted to be where i am today, but now i just want to be where i once was"...

goodnight for real kiddos...
*much love*
jessa

... i almost never write in this thing... every once in a while... but mostly when something happens, or i just need to vent ( Read more... )

ha ha ha... sweet... nice fucking life...

i wish people knew what they fuck they were talking about... i wish that before they opened their big mouths they acutally KNEW what they were talking about ( Read more... )

she looks at me with a fake warm gleam in her eye, when deep down i know that theres a raging fire... she never wants me around, and wouldn't be sad if something terrible were to happen to me ( Read more... )

... i'm smart enough to realize that what i did wasn't smart... and so many people have reminded me of that fact that it wasn't smart... and i'm willing to admit, and have admitted on several occassions that what i did wasn't smart... nor was it in my best judgement, or interest ( Read more... )

... often times i'll go check out the myles' webpage... just to see if any new pictures were posted, and check out the new things that people have to say ( Read more... )

i wish they knew how the things they do can truly hurt people... i wish they knew that even the small things, that they "didn't think mattered"... really hurt... the jokes, and the snickers... as if this year isn't hard enough...