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a poem/mind melt
I'm losing my mind ( Read more... ) -
Quite an Update [image heavy]
wow. so the last time i wrote on here was February of LAST year. so much has happened since then.
I met a boy that made me realize the other one wasn't the one. HIs name is Jacob. We started talked last April. and started dating in June. we had our issues each of us have our fair share of insecurities, and we delt with them in very different ways ( Read more... ) -
2000 Pontiac Grand Prix
I'm getting a car! The Lumina has been acting up, the transmission is being a jerk. If it weren't for that I wouldn't mind driving it because I'm really not picky. But YAY its so pretty, its a silver/gray, charcoal interior. a little over 100,000 miles on it, and its $4200 (i THINK thats what dad said)
heres the make of it.(this isn't the car but ( Read more... ) -
Valentine's Dinner
i've tried everything. this is my last resort. we need to decide where to go to dinner, i'm sending this to everyone going, why not do an event invite you ask. because myspace is a bitch and logged my out when i tried to save. so i have to reform my list of suggestions
i also want your suggestions
i'm not 100% sure how this will help exactly but ( Read more... ) -
news i failed to share
i just realized i never updated on here about mom. She passed away November 25 at 11:18am. There were so many people at her view and her funeral. the funeral procession was about a mile long. There were so many people I hadn't seen in forever. the music was done by me, my girl rachel, our youth leader gabe, his girlfriend bernie and a friend a.b.
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IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE ( Read more... ) -
sinking in
Its starting to sink in that mom is sick. Before it didn't seem real but now that she's always in pain and nauseous. she sleeps all the time because she's hungry but cant eat, they gave her medicine so she can eat and keep it down..but it makes her sleep. so she eats a little, then falls asleep for a few hours and by the time she's able to wake ( Read more... ) -
Dealing with it
I'm not doin so well. I cant wrap my head around everything thats going on. I try not to think about things. Its getting difficult to ignore it all. -
some news
I broke up with Clayton the other day. I don't regret it...but I'm sad, I miss the good times we used to have. But those were a while ago, we hadn't had any times period lately. But I do miss him, he was a really sweet guy but something changed in him over the last month or so ( Read more... ) -
school & stuff
I'm really excited about school, I can honestly say that this is the first time in my life. I think its because so much is familiar and yet new at the same time ( Read more... )