this has officially been the worst year of my life. I want to be 19 again and not give a FUCK.

my right arm is really fucked up. for about nine days, it was this numb, tingly weird feeling and then it started to hurt. it's been 7 weeks.   problem being, i dont have health insurance.  i try not to use it so much, i challenged myself to use my left hand more. but its kinda hard to get that 1-out-of-100-fish that look the same that people ( Read more... )

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 i'm not on the same Earth as everyone else is.

but i did get a really pretty new fish to replace my old favorite fish that got sucked in the powerhead :(


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 wtf is wrong inside my head?

why do i always want to kill myself in the morning?

why am i never good enough for people?  what is it that i lack that you all have SO MUCH OF.?

iFFfff  i d0nt have a nernervnervous brrrrrreakdown by  theeeeend   of the   week i'm going to be very suprised

 ps! keys is doing 100% better. I dont see the tapeworm anymore but we're still gonna take him to the vet for another checkup. And there's a possibility of phantom needing SURGERY. I think he has a hernia in his diaphram :(.

 

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