so i am coming to terms i am a failure at everything i do.. i don't think i have the grades to get out of here and it sucks i should have dropped the one class that kept me behind i don't know how to tell my parents i guess this is growing up but it sucks ( Read more... )

I am really excited friday is my birthday and have a crazy morning planned out ( Read more... )

it's been a month since i have last written ( Read more... )

really there is to much happening to write about

so fucking tired ( Read more... )

hahahahahaha seattle is the shit.

I  am glad i am here with my sister. you know she is the shit also. we are having a lot of fun and she is my fav person to go shopping with so of course lots of shopping today we plan to go to NORDSTROM'S and then to R.E.I. so i can look more northwestern. ooooo i love to shop i am so excited. eating here has ( Read more... )

so i gotta read 200 pages in a book that is getting interesting i am identifying iwth the main woman her name is MARIAM in DH LAWRENCE'S "SONS AND LOVERS" i heard he was a racey writer and now on page 200 i think it is finally getting racey. sometimes i like brit.lit. somtetimes i don't i always fall back on SHAKESPEARE 3rd hour to make me fall in ( Read more... )

i have been feeling like shit yeah ok crap and my doc said it was just a virus i just goin to feel bad for a couple of weeks can't take it!

i want to do something on the weekends besides work i feel boring lately i probably am though i don' t really have much to talk about ok byes then.

So today in school i wanted to do was run outside sit in my car and listen to RADIOHEAD. damn sometimes i love them sometimes i hate them.

I love it when the past smiles at you, it's nice to know that the past can be nice.

Well the infamous break almost here and i am hyped!

movies are good.

been working my ass off adn it's been working.

it's weird to ( Read more... )

so looked back on my old journals like everyone else has and i finally remember what i am like i mean i don't really talk to anyone that much and i forgot how crazy i am but you know i am. so i plan to talk tomo in class when the teacher struggles to get something out of us. oo yeah gotta stay true ( Read more... )