i try to like other boys and feel attracted to them but then i think of kissing them and i start to gag because it's not john. it's scarey how one person can have such control over you. I just keep remembering our first kiss and how there was no making out, just long juicy kisses. my heart fluttered, my stomach bumped all that crap. we would've ( Read more... )

My photoshopped piece.
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I really don't like my mom. She digs into the things that make you cringe and she squeezes them until you want to leave and never return. She's a rediculous person and I cannot WAIT to leave her. I wish I could move in with my step mom and brother. Not only for my sake, but for his. He cried for an hour this morning because he didn't want to ( Read more... )

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I need to go back to Manhattan immediately.

I don't think I will ever find a friend who thoroughly satisfies me. It's not as if I'm not being clear on what i need, because believe me I am. Maybe no one is compatable with me. I'm such a wishy washy person but all I need is someone who will listen to my views, be symptathetic with my troubles, and not argue with me about everything. I don' ( Read more... )

Hey, here are some photos that I took and alertered in photoshop...

I'll post some more that I'm submitting with my AP portfolio after photoshop gets over its tantrum and allows me to upload the other pictures.


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Chulita31 [10:20 PM]: i beat up some guy twice my size and he crawled away ( Read more... )

LALA DEEDEE DEET DEET. I'm really bored. I got my Mac Ibook in the mail today and i love her. :) I'm so bored that I'm watching a Playboy show called The Girls Next Door. Laaaaaaaaame. One of the girls looks like my friend Jenna. I'm going to sleep. Bye.