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The Field
Vanessa and I ran away from home to go live in a tent in a field(we were sisters in the dream). It was crazy living on our own without proper food but we had a few months worth of soup and other canned products with us. The tent was huge like a navy tent in the army but the walls were solid and shit. Strung up with poles and wire. We slept on the ( Read more... ) -
her again
I close my eyes and I dream ... about a face that once absorbed me. took me - changed me - controlled me.
she thanked me. no problem. our lives are separated by a taboo. a lingering lust that uncontrollably fuels my desire.
I crave her. the eye contact she offered me continued to leave an unforgettable mark on my confidence. a mark unseen. a ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I do not appreciate not being heard right now as I tell you how I feel. I express my fear and loathing hatred for the situation and you aimlessly brush it off like she used to. I cannot believe you would disregard how I feel around someone you display for sexually. I am not apart of your sexual life and I would never force you to meet someone you ( Read more... ) -
my problem isn't him. it's you
I do not appreciate not being heard right now as I tell you how I feel. I express my fear and loathing hatred for the situation and you aimlessly brush it off like she used to. I cannot believe you would disregard how I feel around someone you display for sexually. I am not apart of your sexual life and I would never force you to meet someone you ( Read more... ) -
she's crossing when I need to drive
she sat beside me and I could smell her fragrance lingering. her eyes would lock with mine and a shy smile would always follow. we would retreat and return from our gaze as if it were a game of hide and seek. she slipped her glasses off and placed them onto the coffee table in front of her. her eyes without her glasses became glossy and focused. ( Read more... ) -
Filling my head full of lies...
I hate myself and the person people know... I crave to cut... I crave the feeling of death... I burden her and spoil her... She loves me enough to stand up for me but even her words are not recognized... I hate myself so much right now since everyone would rather try to take away the only person who cares.. She makes me think that I'm a monster... ( Read more... ) -
Everything on my mind. Part One
I feel like I am not fit to be in a relatonship because I feel the need to go off and do things most people would think is taboo in a relationship. I feel so indecisive because I want these things but have "rules" claiming I cannot do those kinds of things while being commited to one person. I feel like I can't be commited to one person and also go ( Read more... ) -
Everything on my mind. Part Two.
Warning signs of physical abuse in children ( Read more... ) -
I miss her...
Lately I have been craving her touch ( Read more... ) -
Just hoping I die tomorrow
hello day. i'm not going to say you're enjoyable right now. you're actually horrible and give me no purpose. i wish that yesterday was my final day and today was the funeral. i wouldn't care about today. i wouldn't have to live through this day. i'd be comfortable. i hear the ground is darker six feet under. i wouldn't have to pretend like i do ( Read more... )