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littpiski

meme - let's try this again

Nov 18, 2008 11:19

So acceptreble alerted me to the fact that you can't comment anonymously on a protected entry - which I totally forgot. So here's the REAL one.

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anonymous November 19 2008, 08:03:10 UTC

I wish I was better at having functional relationships. I have no clue what a "healthy" relationship is because I don't even know what I'm like with a healthy state of mind. It sucks that I have this mental tendency to always beat myself up and think that I'm shit and everything because then I start thinking that I've always fucked shit up and I can't even take praise or accept compliments because I think I'm undeserving of them.

littpiski November 20 2008, 11:30:09 UTC

it's painful to know that you're not healthy but also not know what healthy is, isn't it? i guess i always wonder, "when i will be normal?" but then when i read about how depressed people may be more realistic, then i get scared of being delusional. who knows. i also don't know how to respond when people say, "stop beating yourself up." because a lot of times i don't know how that would feel or if i stopped if i would be able to function.

anonymous November 19 2008, 18:07:33 UTC

I can't remember anything from my classes for my major. I think I need to be medicated but who believes you when you say that? In elementary school I had horrible reading memory and comprehension but somehow I made it this far and I feel like I know absolutely nothing! When my professor says, what would this writer say about that? and we read the book a few weeks ago and I don't remember what it's about, I'm seriously disturbed.

littpiski November 20 2008, 11:35:04 UTC

my father always jokes that i have "teenage alzheimer's." when i do things like put down glasses, a minute later i forget about where i put it; that's why i always put things in places that i know i will look or else i'd never find it. i also tend to forget obligations and small things a lot, which is what my mother and i mainly fight about. but each year i feel like i'm losing it more and more. when i looked up stuff about loss of memory on wikipedia, it said that it may be a symptom of adult add. i also absolutely hate dealing with details. LOATHE. because i forget them and they're boring.

i think it's amazing that you've gotten really far, though! i hope you get the support you need (if you want it) and that you continue to progress.

anonymous November 24 2008, 01:01:41 UTC

One thing that I like about your lj is that it seems really frank and honest, which is what I end up really liking about ljs (and think that's one of the very cool things about lj; you can say a lot of things here that you, or at least I myself, will sometimes be afraid to voice to people who I don't know so well b/c I'm pretty introverted) - when you read a particular entry where you're like whoa, I did not know this about person A, and even though you may not really know the person all that well in real life, it's cool that people as humans can still share things on a hm..I guess introspective level ( ... )