so break me to small parts ( Read more... )

tonight i think i am going to sleep in litchfield. pack up tomorrow's clothes, leave megan a note and drive from here to litchfield. curl up in a ball by the woodstove and not wake up until i absolutely have to. cause i know that what i heard tonight is gonna make for one hell of a shitty work day tomorrow. and the next day. and lotsa days for ( Read more... )

go red sox! fuckin' right.

so! me and megan are MOVING INTO AN APARTMENT on november 1st! it's gonna be right in augusta. two big bedrooms, a huge living room, nice kitchen (with a dishwasher! and a stove! and a fridge!), and a damn nice little bathroom. heat and hot water included, 700 bucks a month split between the two of us. so hell. not bad. i can't wait to get ( Read more... )

the roads are crawling with wild things. walking running staring with bright yellow eyes in the headlights or flattened in the middle of the road. nights are getting colder and night is when they are out. heading the hell out of here. or the hell underground. into trees. into tiny places underneath wheelbarrows and flowerpots and haybales. ( Read more... )

can't frigging believe it's almost september. where the hell did august go? how about july? june? my calendar's still on may, with some picture of a spring-green field up above the month. summer's flown by so fast i ain't even had time to flip the page ( Read more... )

1. r.i.p. my old green subaru. i took her into ed aka my car guy two days ago. he put the thing up in the air and as we looked at the engine from below, he pointed out all of the things that would eventually need fixing. new radiator, 2 or 3 hundred bucks. gas filler neck, $130. new tires, at least a couple hundred. strut mounts and sway bar ( Read more... )

gotta be the best goddamn fourth of july i've had in years. no buts about it.

last week i ran and fell into the ocean for the first time this summer. the water was salty and that ocean-cold that numbs your feet and toes when you walk through it. feels icey at first and then just blends as your skin starts to tingle. i ducked my head under and came rushing up for air. spent the rest of the afternoon in a towel with my ( Read more... )

i've got a boy crush. ok? ok ( Read more... )