So here we go again. my life is a disaster. well not really but it just seems that way at the moment. sometimes what i think is best isnt. i love him i really love him but what on earth is wrong with me im so scared to get hurt again i've never been like this i've never been afraid of anything and here i am scared shitless! there are many other ( Read more... )

Its all over i cant eve believe it. my high school career is over and it still hasnt completely hit me. im soo happy that everything went out nicely my last summer is here and then its off to college on august 17th i cant wait. this summer is going to be such a blast there's no drama and everyone gets along im soo Excited i had teachers that wanted ( Read more... )

Ok so today is Cinco De Mayo/ senior skip day.. definitly not something im going to forget. not really exciting though saw some of my favorite boys brady, matt, ian..gotta love 'em. some awkward moments nothing to care about though. now im just chillin with Casey tryin to make some plans for tonight kinda bummed about some stuff but it happens. ( Read more... )

Everything crumbles and everything gets rebuilt its almost like we get worked up for absolutely no reason. im just over it. i dont want to be lied to anymore. i dont deserve it, as selfish as that sounds i dont. i just want things to work. really thats all i want. oh yeah and THE TRUTH!

So i've come to the conclusion that life as we know it isnt really life as we know it at all. there are so many things i'll never understand about this world that it kills me, sometimes i just want to curl into a ball and cry im not sure why though its almost like things just sneak up on you all at once like a bad dream. :( i sit and watch the days ( Read more... )

SO we're 2 days away from spring break and im really not that excited i mean im ready for it because senior year is almost over we're a month away from prom and only 2 months away from graduation it just doesnt seem like this year has turned out to be all that i thought it would! :( school is dragging on i never go to class because i cant stand the ( Read more... )

So i went to the beach yesterday with all the girls. Casey Allyson Nicole and Chelsee. We got SOOOO BURNT. Case and i didnt even go to school today because we're so burnt it sucks. putting on clothes is ridiculously difficult. but oh well now im just chillin over at casey's thinking about how we NEVER go to school. talk about senioritis :) ( Read more... )

So just when i thought i'ld ( Read more... )

im sittin here in olivia's room...while she watches gilmore girls. i came over to keep her company because shes been sick in bed for 3 days. poor poor thing ( Read more... )

im so happy im so sick but i couldn't be happier if i had to be. i've been home sick for like 3 days im over it! but im soo happy. HE makes me so happy!!!! i just like it alot :)