SOOO CONFUSED YET AGAIN i thought i had got rid of all these thoughts and feelings bt they keep coming bk im torn between my heart and my head. i knw im the victim of my own crime bt i cnt help doing it to myself... its jst sooo hard.. to move on ( Read more... )

well 2moro im gettn my next tattoo:) im scred its gonna hurt so much down my spine bt i have dannys hand to hold atleat i dnthtink he will b able to feel it at the end bt ohwell lol. i think i might cry with this tattoo aswell i ddnt with my others bt this is straight onto bone and nerves so im gonna feel it thts for sure ( Read more... )

sooooo...this thing..i forgott about it lol ( Read more... )

things ahve slowly gotton better. i know work at crazy clarks thanks to dan who told me to hand it in there:) i love my work the people are great and the job isnt tht bad i cn do it alright enuf ( Read more... )

Always looking back to see what i could of changed ( Read more... )

well i thoughti shud update this silly thing coz i dnt hardly ever and i am sooooooooo bored right now coz its raining and will is havn random night with amanda and em is working and megs is too and others wont b here till later ( Read more... )

Situations are irrelevant now ( Read more... )

well i been here nearly 2 months and its been ok:S first got here and i hated it no lie i hated it completly i wanted to b back home i missed my boyfriend and thigs were jst not right. it didnt help tht i had a fight with meaghan on the 2nd night and tht sucked coz i really wanted to try and b mates again:( but still it was awsome to b bk on the ( Read more... )

i saw my new place and its soooo cool i have a house!!!!! i love it hahahahahaa and i live with a kiwi hows tht for chance!!!!!!!!!! us kiwis stay together well tht is all:)

well im in ozzie now and i do like it ok the first week i really wanted to go home and then last night again i really wanted to go home coz i talked to jay and damn i miss him!!! i fi hvnt mentioned him b4 in here(since i neva go on nymore) hes my now ex frm nz whom i loved lol i love tht word whom well nyways yes i talked to him yesterday and i ( Read more... )