i may be thinking a lot, but i realized i wont say it to anyone, because i just dont want to. nothign personal, its who i am.

the truth is, you dont know.

would you rather always lose or never play?

no one listens to eachother anymore.

can everyone decide to drop out of school so i can get into college? thanks ( Read more... )

i am sick and tired of being sick and tired

well i dont know what to say, i try. i just do what i think is right, im glad someone else has noticed or cares.

im not going to lie, i was skeptical about the trip. i didnt think i could possibly get enough out of it for what my parents paid. because moeny is tight right now and i really didnt want this to be a disappointment. i wasnt nervous about being on my own because i like being taking care of myself and i enjoy my alone time. getting there wasnt bad. ( Read more... )

i thought it was funny how there is an entry saying how ill try to be poeitive and then the one right after blatantly contradicts that. but ive decided screw that. not that im going to list everything that i dont like. but damnit.

im leaving,
on a jet plane,
i dont know if ill be back again.