I've been so livejournal lazy. I just log in look to see if anyone has written anything of importance and then log out. Not that I've had a whole lot of time to do any online journaling. Hell I haven't even taken the time to keep up my real journal ( Read more... )

I've got a fever to explore the world. Italia, has been calling me back. I'm coming, I'm coming. Blasted financial limitations, the only thing holding me back from an Italian future...

I do this every now and then. I assume something contrary to my fairy tale, make-believe plans is occuring. I get paranoid and a little obsesive, all internally mind-you. I get a sick feeling in my stomach and try to convince myself that it's an errant conclusion to a supposed end. Ridiculous as it may be, I am convinced nonetheless. Unfortunately ( Read more... )

Let's give up
let's run away
Leave all the clever thoughts
battle of our wit
Drop inspiration in the can

Instead of the rhetoric
we'll take tulips
Make a garden of whimiscal dreams

no more worries of who hates who
translucent heart take porcelain smile
live the forever cliche
let's give up
and run away

Hey Yalls

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I woke up this morning with my head figuratively being squeezed flat . Needless to say the day has progressed accordingly. 800mg of Ibprofen, two cold pills, Starbucks and two hours later the pain finally subsided only to be replaced with waves of nausea for consuming so many pills on emptiness. Now no food and more pills to take I wonder how long ( Read more... )

I can hardly stand the sound the smell
I need out I need a way out
the walls get closer and closer everday
(focus just stay focused)

Saying so much and communicating nothing
lost
unfulfilled
passionless

It's a sad sad world my friend
a sad sad world...

Brown paper bag
filled with promises
of a forgotten tomorrow

liver live here in today

It started out bad and then got worse
my wallett is empty and my bangs are too short
no hiding behind the smile
can't seem to turn this frown

Defending not me but you
Defensive two plus isn't two
groups congregate
my head tilted
orbit across
pulse
steady steady clear........

Like I said it started out bad and then it got worse

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Maybe you should too