So I am sick today and in a really bad mood. And I don't even know why really.

I have District 2 tomorrow and I know that my throat is still going to be sore...so all day singing is not going to help it out at all.

And I'll probably lose my voice for the concert...this always happens. Why is it always me? I wonder if someone is trying to tell me I ( Read more... )

Well I haven't updated in a while so I figured I would ( Read more... )

Its vacation. and I have been sort of busy.

Wendsday I went to Alex's. Then to Emma's and I thought it was just going ot be me and her but it was actually a bunch of people.

Thursday I came home and... I forgot what else I did.

Friday I went christmas shopping and then my mom flipped out on me because she didn't think what I got Alex was good ( Read more... )

Wow I'm so stupid.

I have now realized I am never argueing with anyone again. (unless something needs to be said.)

They always win. Or they always make their point more. and make me feel like shit.

I always say the stupid things that your not supposed to say.

And They always make me believe them.

I would be a horrible debater.

I'm sorry.

There is actually no point in having a livejournal if no one reads or even wants to read it.

It does help though. Rather than talking to someone (because I know I'm bad at that) just write it in here. And the one person I really want to read this journal or at least give it a glance, does. So he can know whats going on in this little head of mine ( Read more... )

So.. Last weekend was alright, It was a long time ago so i don't feel like writing about it.

Yesterday. Alex went to go bring me home..and the key broke in his car so I had to call my dad to pick me up and Alex was left there for after school stuff... With my cell phone. I was trusting him. And he called me at 4 and we picked him up. I did my ( Read more... )

So my weekend has not been that great. It could have been better.

and it all started Wendsday... The play. Oklahoma. Watched A-Cast and had a few laughs.

Then on thursday I had Martina over after school. and I actually hung out with her... It's been awhile. Then Alex came over and hung out with us a bit. We made him a new cell phone. And then we ( Read more... )

So I'm finishing my last entry, since I didn't have much time to finish it yesterday.

I went to Em's to a party! and I went early so I could help "set-up" but I didn't really do anything. I just sat around and watched. What a good friend...And then people started showing up and I felt like calling Alex. because I missed him... So I tried calling ( Read more... )

I decided I would update because there really isn't much else to do while i'm waiting for my dad to finish lunch so he can drive me to Emma's.

Thursday night was pretty sweet. I got to see K-Unit! who I miss like crazy. And she came to our schools dance. Which was alright, I guess it could have been better. Did some ghetto dancing. haha. The dance ( Read more... )

My To Do List:

• Alex- because he said to put him first. : ) He is always on the top of my list!
• My Science Lab Report. Which is due Tuesday and I haven't really started.
• Call Lainey to see whats going on for tonight.
• Go shopping. This is much needed. I'm such a girl....
• Take pictures of me and Alex. because we don't have any.... and I don't even ( Read more... )