So tonight I found out a personal flaw in myself. And the damage it causes.

How I never noticed it before I just don't know. But I think I always had an inkling that something like that was real.

I am never happy. Correct. The most happy I've been is having this house to myself basically for the last week. Just the quietness, the aloneness, its ( Read more... )

You know the one thing I absolutely hate about myself, like straight up would give my arm and leg to change it ( Read more... )

So its totally awesome how people will chill out for a couple days and shit, then just drop off the Earth for weeks on end with no word or anything.

Hahaha

Sometimes I wonder why I post on here, sure I've said it before. Not like anyone reads it ( Read more... )

I'm tired of being alone...

Theres nothing coming to or waiting for me...

Why can't I just leave?

Haha funny. I come on here to bitch a relieve my mind of all this stress I have, and I've seen to run across some problems ( Read more... )

Its awesome when life starts coming my way, in a good way. *Cheers*

Shame how so many friendships disappear over one thing.

Kind of hate it. Yeah I was the cause.

Maybe waking up in a bad mood and ranting in a LJ is a bad thing, but shit happens and everyone does it. Ranting to something that is.

But there must not have been that much of a friendship I guess... after all.

Hahaha well ain't a bit of night breaker. Ah well, good thing I was smoking and still am ( Read more... )

What does the future hold?

So many questions.

So many wondering thoughts.

So much lack of understanding per-say.

What comes next?