My grandpas in hospice now. At least yesterday they took out the ventilator to let him speak, although at the time it was questionable if he could breathe, which he was. Got to talk to him yesterday and today, let him know everything is all right and we would rather see him move on than be depressed with his life because he would be confined to a ( Read more... )

Well, going to Florida til Friday because of my grandpa. Not expecting him to make it through this time around.

Blah.

Strike 1, next..

I don't speak my mind about shit like that because it always backfires on me. Why do something that always backfires?

Someone else seems to be in my shoes, but a whole lot deeper, yeah I like you and all but I'm definitely not that weird or crazy.

Yet another reason I don;t talk about it. Stupid shit like this can happen.

And because I ( Read more... )

Give me something to look forward to. All I ask.

Great  fucking weekend but my moods sadly already flipped. Time to smoke the thoughts under the covers once again.

complete 180's in the span of 5 minutes, albeit with a lil help, is a bit freaky.

Imagine standing in the middle of a field out in the middle of no where ( Read more... )

I need to get to other peoples houses more often. It gets dull always coming home either myself or with people.

Sometimes there are no words for long thoughts.

Glad the worlds turning for those that deserve it.

Time for me to see how this odd day works out, cause right now I'm not doing so hot.

So I sit here thinking about how my life is. Something I do in this exact spot every day, sometimes more than once. In fact, more often than not. I see all these things in life passing me by, moving on, dying, etc. It makes me want to sit here and think. To zone out and sometimes wish that I could just zone out on life whenever I want, just like in ( Read more... )

What do you do ( Read more... )