I just wanted to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas! I could not have asked for a better group of friends! I have gone through a lot this last year with my cousins incident as well as the death of my beloved grandmother. However, my family and friends were always there for me lending me the support I needed to make it through all of it. I ( Read more... )

Today my grandmother finally passed away... Rest in Peace Mary Fetherston...

Through various acts tonight I have come to the conclusion that women are COMPLETLY FUCKING INSANE!!! Seriously ladies, what the hell goes through your heads? I mean come on! Guys do some pretty stupid shit, but nothing compared to the shit girls pull. I am SOOOOOOOOOOOO glad im not involved with anyone right now. being single is the greatest ( Read more... )

Ok since im getting tired of telling the story over and over agian and rehashing all the details to everyone who is asking whats been going on ill give the quick rundown here. Last tuesday my cousin took one of his rifles and shot himself in the face. Much to everyones surprise he survived. After he shot himself he walked 5 feet to a couch and ( Read more... )

I wanna thank my friends who have been helping me deal with life since what happend with my cousin. Especially Joyce and Leanna who really helped me realize a lot of important stuff. There is still a really long road ahead for all of my family but there is really no way around it but to go through all the pain and hardship that we have in store ( Read more... )

I am still really screwed up after this whole week. I just have so many feelings that I cant seem to vent out. I am a mixture of angry sad and confused. I really cant pin myself down to one emotion. I want to know more about what happend with my cousin but the more I find out the more it seems to get to me. I keep playing the scene over and ( Read more... )

It didnt really just hit me until right now. and now I cant stop playing the scene over in my head. How can it get to the point that the gun and the bullet were your only friends? God help this family, for once.

I really need to sleep...

So I figured that I am gonna Change my major to Geology and then Join the Navy as an officer after I graduate.
Kinda tired of being alone but whatever.
Petco is cool but I got calls from 2 other jobs so I dunno what to do.
Still trying to figure things out.

I have come to the realization that I am in love with a person I will probly never end up with. This would suck, but she already completly changed me into a better person. and that is something that I will always keep with me ( Read more... )

So I started classes on monday. So far I have to say this is going to be a good semester. My economics class doesnt seem like its gonna be as big of a pain as it seemed. Jogging is obviously going to be easy because its just jogging and most of the people are fat haha. my history of philosophy class is going to be a lot of fun because my ( Read more... )