So, I spent last weekend with my ex. I went out to Stony Brook on Friday and came back Saturday so I could babysit Sat. night. Then as I was getting ready to leave to said babysitting job, he came online and I realized something. There wasn't one person in this world who I wanted to spend the New Year with. I was so looking foward to the holidays ( Read more... )

I am destined to be lonely.

So ( Read more... )

It's hard as fuck.
I shouldn't have shut out my feelings in the beginning of our end. I would've been done with it. Or would I?
I've said it before and I'll say it again, logically I know we did what was for the best. My heart bleeds a different story.

<3
I still love you, stinky.
<3

I miss you. I miss your touch. I miss your smiles. I miss the sound of your voice. I miss you sleeping next to me. I miss hanging out, watching tv w/ you. I even miss our fights. Cuz, I was with you. Now I'm alone. There are happy times, and times I just wish I could call you and talk to you like I used to. You were my best friend. I feel like that ( Read more... )

Fuck you.

August 27, 2002- January 22, 2006 ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in so long.

I have nothing to say....

Is this it?

You Have a Sanguine Temperament
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