Let's see...the last time I wrote in this journal was....OH HELL! IT WAS MORE THAN A YEAR BACK!! wait, it has only been a year? lol ( Read more... )

もう自分の本当の気持ちがここにしか語れなくなってきたな ( Read more... )

well, first of all, happy new year! it's 2012, and according to the Mesoamerican Long Count calendar, in about 355 days, on the 21st December 2012, it has been regarded as an end-date, or more dramatically, doomsday (from wiki). But that's not what i'm gonna care about since whether doomsday come or not, there's nothing much a mere human like me ( Read more... )

明明注意到了
我却装没看到
你会原谅
自私的我吗

明明看到你的眼泪
我却什么也没做
我不知如何安慰你
所以我选择逃避

讨厌这样的我
却没改变这样的我
我不知如何是好
我不知道的事

too many stuff that i want to do during summer...

Let's see how many of these actually gets done :)

1.  Piano
> If I'm really going to perform in the concert, I have to get that Debussy song straight....or the Mozart song though looking at my pathetic grasp of the piano, Debussy's Clair de Lune is slightly more probable that Mozart's 12 variations... ( Read more... )

 It's not that I've not made a decision. I've always had a definite answer for myself. I've always known that my answer is "No". But you kept coming back, proclaiming your claim, wanting to change my answer. I know that might not be what you're consciously aiming to do, but you feel rejected, you feel awful at my fast, unwavering response. I know ( Read more... )

it is THE BEST LIVE ever!!! no kidding...Shou sang soooo well that I was just plainly swept away...I just came back from the live a few minutes ago and I'm seriously dead tired...and I'm probably falling sick from underestimating the weather and overestimating myself orz....but i really want to imprint everything that is still in my mind into this ( Read more... )

Current time and location: International Hostel, Wednesday 1042 pm

Today has been a busy day! i feel like I've been to almost everywhere in Tokyo just within today LOL and tomorrow, it's gonna be a long day at Budoukan~~~ let's see...the places where I went to today: Asakusa --> Akihabara --> Imperial Palace --> Nippon Budoukan --> Ginza

Early in ( Read more... )

Current time and Location: Japan, Tokyo International Hostel @ Ramla, Iikebashi 
820am (1120pm in the States) 5th Jan 2011 Wednesday

I checked the internet speed, and it's a freaking 11++ Mps!!! it's like a 5-6 times faster than the speed in my school O_O even the upload speed is amazingly fast, around the same speed as the download, so (ﾟoﾟ;;

I'm up ( Read more... )

 Now, why did i even bother watching A.A? that was seriously one of the most horrible movie ever...That's the most freaking random movie ever...there's barely any organization to the plot, barely any meaning to it, barely any logic to it >.> The only reason why i downloaded it and watched it was because they were in it....but seriously, it's just ( Read more... )