There is nothing that I could say or do to make myself smile more ( Read more... )

When the tri factor of Love takes over, you are left mindless and in a numb state. This feeling; Both overwhelming and pleasant will suppress your tolerances of anything. This factor of emotion, sensuality and glee will royally hit you in the face... then you know. Your caught, your stuck in this rabbit hole of feelings and dwindling downward as ( Read more... )

nothing is getting better at all, everything is falling to pieces ( Read more... )

If there are higher powers up there, all i'm asking for is sanity.
I lied, one more thing-- a place to stay other than on the streets for a month. So many thoughts, not so many options.
I am beyond worried... wish me luck? :|

On a better note I squashed my beef with Katherine for the most part, thank god cause I'll love that girl till death.

I've realized how much I've messed up in my life and I can't help but to cry. The saying is: "Everybody makes mistakes", right? Then why do I feel so god damned terrible about my mistakes. I've lost so many important people, I've gained a few as well. I have to keep telling myself that everything happens for a reason because that's what keeps me ( Read more... )

Don't wannna discuss it ( Read more... )

I'm going through some shit right now and I have no idea what to do. I don't really have any option but to save and move by april 15th. The papers have been signed and I'm naturally fucked. Theres absolutely NO way that I can get an apt. by myself. Hopefully Jackie can find a job... ah so much on my mind. SCHOOL ( Read more... )

I wish I could spend my money on myself... I wish I was greedy to be honest. I'm SO tired of people using me for money among plenty of other things. Yeah I bought a new pair of shoes yesterday but I want to go on a serious shopping spree. I want a whole new wardrobe... new shoessss ( Read more... )

I wake in the mornin, get called worthless, a piece of shit, bitch, motherfucker among many other crudely, harsh words of hate. I pay to live here, you have no right to turn my power off when I'm sleeping, you have ni right to turn my internet off every single time you get angry ( Read more... )

:)
I got some awesome news from my best friend yesterday and today.
I CANNOT WAIT! nothing like a massive Jacqueline hug.