today when reading a friends journal i learned a girl i didn't quite know had died.today i expirenced something i never had before. i was the bearer of bad news. i called a friend to ask who she was, i told her that her friend had died. she didn't know. that will stick with me forever

sometimes i feel our lives are being controled by time. we do things at a specific or general time. for instance take school, kids go from palce to place signalled by bells for an hour at a time , it stays the same for 9 months - no reason nothing diffrent. work - same thing then we all eat at the same time - diffrent from person to person but same ( Read more... )

i have decided that people suck. blameing other people i know is bad however it is because of the standards and figures put out there that i feel so small and insignificant, i try to avoid feeling this way but then i realize this is how everyone tells me to feel. silly people . well isa y to hell with it i am going to be who i am even if that means ( Read more... )

if you're reading this dont think i'm a freak . i am normal - i just want to do more with my life and get more out of it then the people around me do i'll write more when i have something

i am in love with somebody and they dont care. that is one of the hardest things to do. i spilled myself to him and the only response was nothing. i guess that was better than completely ignoreing me ( Read more... )