Okay well 1st i have to say that last night was one of the hardest night i've ever had to experience. Derek and i got to talking and after a long talk he decided that it would be best 4 both of us to end everything and just be friends. I mean yea we've been on a break but we were still together and now it's like we don't even have that, it's like ( Read more... )

first of all let me say that i just saw that movie farenhit 9/11 and walking out of that movie i was like whoa! like youre watching it and u got all these different emotions, like u wonder how could our president do this to ppl and you feel sorry for all the innocent ppl but than u see what happens to our troops and it makes u feel so bad, but all ( Read more... )

So recently things have been going okay, i've been busy with work, oh i found out i'm the one person that my managers actually don't talk shit about cool huh? it's always good to be liked! i mean i think they're all pretty cool, yeah they speak and do some fucked up shit to other people, which is not cool, but although this may sound concited all i ( Read more... )

Hi guys!!! This is Jackie.. Jessi's in the shower.. she is washing her new hair color out.. I think it'll look wonderful.. I'm contemplating dying my hair again.. Like a dark brown.. Yeah.. We shall see.. Wow. That's kinda cool that I get to write in here.. IT's b/c I'm oh so cool :) Nah.. Well I try to be cool. So lets see.. update for Jessi ( Read more... )

okay so although i've said it i guess now its time to realize it myself "u don't know what you got till it's gone" Derek told me some news today and it seriously made me think so much about him,and our relationship and i've realized that although we're on a break i might not be doing what i should be doing to make our relationship better yaknow? ( Read more... )

Friday was just a great day, i started off going to school than jenn and i went to the mall, and we looked cute cuz we went and took some pics they came out pretty cute, i got matt to take em for us, cuz some ppl just don't give a shit and they take crappy pics but he did a good job. than we went and saw Cinderella, OMG i luv that movie, it's like ( Read more... )

Ok so yesterday....well let's just say my day wasn't the greatest, i get out of school, and of course my dad has to be the dick tha he is, i swear sometimes i don't even think i'm his child, cuz i know for damn sure that i have none of his qualites and i hope that i never will, cuz i hate my dad, i know that's awful of me to say but it's true, my ( Read more... )

I told Jessi earlier I wanted to fall in love. That's the scariest thing ever. It'll all happen when the time is right though. My prince will come.. eventually ( Read more... )

OMG!!!!!!!! I'm SICK!!!! i hate being fucking sick.....especially when there's so much shit going on, like school, and work and friends, and let's not forget DRAMA!!!!! that i personally do not really feel like dealing with until other ppl can realize that "I'm not the one at fault" and i've got better things to do than sit around w/ my best ( Read more... )

So i had started to write in here about my weekend but i began to realize that i'm not gonna sit here and wait my time writing about some bullshit that ppl don't give a damn about so if they don't care than why should i ( Read more... )