Ever wonder when your prince will come?????? maybe it's time to wake up out of the dream we're living in and realize that fairy tales, remain in books for a reason.... and that cuz no one could ever make you feel the way they did, real life like that doesn't exsist and never will.
jessi

okay so honestly the high light of my whole fucking day was....A Smile from a stranger and getting to spend some time w/ my bumble bee, other than that everything sucked! my b.f was soppouse to come over and hang out w/ me cuz we would be able to chill just me and him one on one, but NOPE!cuz his bro went and got him, and apparently they spent like ( Read more... )

ok so today was fathers day!!! and so we went out to eat breakfast and the food sucked! than i went to work, and work seriously sucked! like the pregnant girl didn't wanna do shit and me and lillian where the only ones who were working our asses off, i didn't get a break the whole fucking 6 hours, and than befor leaving me and lilian get bitched ( Read more... )

Friday: SO today was derek and mines 6month aniversarry well.... honestly it wasn't anything like i thought it would be, so he comes by and gets me and than we go to his house and right off the back what does he try and do???? well of course he wants some ass, and honessly it just doen't feel right to me anymore, cuz i just feel/know that it's not ( Read more... )

omg so i've been so damn busy recently with school, work, and family and friends, but i'm surviving :) i've had a total of 4 test this week so far, crazy huh! but aside from school things have been going good. I finally saw my bumble bee the other day, i was sooooo happy to see her, ive missed her so much, we went out to eat, and than we worked out ( Read more... )

Hmmm let me see if i can remember what all has been going on....Ummm Derek gave me pitch black, for like our anniversary gift, even though it's not till the 18 but he gave it to me cuz it had a free ticket to chronicles of Riddick and he knew i wanted to see that and that was very cool of him. I can't belive he actually BOUGHT me something it was ( Read more... )

So i'm sure those of you who have read this recently have known the crap that i've been going thru. i've gotta say it's been hard, at times i still find myself thinking about but i'm a lot better. Derek and i have talked alot since the whole thing happend, and he apologized over and over again, and kept explaining to me that it meant nothing and ( Read more... )

this day is just horrible it's been raining since like early morning trust me i know! i was up! i didn't get much sleep last night, I kept tossing and turning, i had to put Dereks picture face down and move all the crap he gave me to the floor, it just pissed me off to have it by me. Now i'm sitting here crying again, i know that i can't be with ( Read more... )

So today really realy sucked, i think my worst nightmare became a reality. So everything started off apretty usual day, i got home from work hung out w/Derek,but than i grabbed his phone and iwas wanting to take a pic of him, and i noticed that he kept wanting to take his phone away, like there wassomething to hide, so i take the pic of him and i ( Read more... )

GRRRRRR this shit fucking sucks!!!! ok i'm just gonna fucking go to the important shit since my computer is fucking homo and shuts down in the middle of my shit ( Read more... )