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[livelavieboheme]

I thought I was done being sad.

Really, I did.
I thought all my crying was over.

But tonight showed me that I probably won't be over this for a while.
I miss everyone and everything.
The smell of my house, the hum of the air conditioner, my cats, everything.

I even miss my cul-de-sac.

Actually,
I may miss that the most.

Comments

[rainsofsorrow]

That's going to be me next year. And I'll probably end up coming back and going to YSU. Oh boy.. =/

[livelavieboheme]

Don't cave on your school, dear.
I know I'm not going to do that.
It's just really depressing.

BTW, everyone who goes to YSU wishes they were going somewhere else.
Just saying.

[redwindmill11]

Stick with it...you are going to do great.
This is only for four years of your life and in the big picture that's not that much, but it's needed...things will rock with what you accomplish.

And feeling a little sad is only natural...once you get busy busy...you will be good.

[livelavieboheme]

Thank you for the vote of confidence, my copain.
As long as I know that when I come home we'll still hang out,
I'm good.

Oh, and i'm coming back for the fair,
so i expect to see you at least once.

missed

[path3t1cpo3t1c]

Truly the end of an era, Courtney. Given, nothing will ever be the same. But everything can still be good. A different kind of good, but good nonetheless. We'll all get through it. Who knows where this "new beginning" will take us. New friends, new possiblities. new places and new faces don't mean the old ones don't need you. They just know you still need to grow. Make sense? It'll be hard, and that one's a 2-way street. But I know this is how it's supposed to be. That is a bit of clarity that one only gets at 6am after no sleep. But I am no less sure than i would be after a good nights rest. Everything will be ok. Call if you need anything.